buttromance



When I was on tour and my hip was breaking, and I didn't really know why 'cause I was smokin' up a storm making sure I couldn't feel a damn thing all day long, once I really realized what had been going on and I realized how I was feeling before on stage, I realized that it was the applause of the fans that really kept me going. Because I would be ready to go on stage, and just be crying hysterically like, not even understanding even how I was feeling. I was feeling very dizzy, I had a lot of vertigo, I had pain but it's like, fuck if I know what hurts the most, because I had been on tour for a year so everything hurts really bad. But I didn't wanna let them down, and I just couldn't cancel, because the thought of leaving 50,000 or 30,000 or 12,000 or 8,000 kids in the arena just broke my heart. So I went out every night, and I played, and I played, and I played until I couldn't walk out one night and that was it. I realized in this moment that I live for the applause, but I don't live for the attention, like the way people just love you because you're famous. I live for actually performing for people, and then them applauding because they've been entertained.





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